2:00AM revisted

So it's been a couple months since i last wrote on this thinger, and i have run out of excuses, i really have just been *blehhhh* if you get what i mean?...anyways its 2 in the morning and for some reason i just cant seem to go to sleep, in my endless search of something to do in this boredom i came across my blog again and i said, what the hey i might as well add a lil entry to kill the time and possibly make me sleepy as i read my own writing, haha.

well as of right now my mind is in a jumble, im really not sure what exactly i should write about, i have a couple topics in mind and i know that if i try to tackle them all on tonight im just going to end up with a bunch of loosefitting sentences and semi resemble conscious thought and dont reallly make sense to anyone but me. So in my effort to try to declutter my mind i will give this one to my negative 2 readers :) the topics floating around in my head right now are

1) Family- i recently moved in with my aunts and its a strange yet familiar experience. This move has made me think long and hard about the meaning of family and to what extent blood really runs.

2) Friends - my recent hiatus from the world has made me think about who and what true friends are. this topic in a way coincides with what family means but takes a twist at the end in my mind

3) Optimism - this topic brings about many little life lessons i have learned in the recent past and it explores what true optimism means to me....

i think those are the things that are going up in the old noggin, tell me what you want me to write about so i dont have to choose, i hate choosing haha